hey there!

hello lovely peeps!

don't take this personally, but lately i haven't had the blog urge. ok, i have, but when i actually get the time to sit and write a bit, the urge has passed. i'm one of those do it when you feel it people. if i wait too long, whatever i had the motivation to do will pass.

it's also do to being purely exhausted. like a friend of mine said "basically, you are a parent. when you go home, enjoy the down time without guilt." and as much as i want to fully enjoy it, there is still a bit of guilt that kicks me everytime i look and see the clean laundry that is needing to be put away or the stacks of books i need to put in the spare room. or just the clutter. but i can't even bring myself to try and get motivated after 6 pm. latifah is lucky if i make dinner. this is when i wish he knew how to cook!

i have been reading a friend/nanny's blog lately and she's getting under my skin little by little and making me feel some inspiration and some motivation. i'm starting slowly by at least trying to look somewhat presentable when i leave the house in the morning. i'm hoping that if i look good, it will make me feel a little bit better about all that is in front of me.

now, i need to get my exhausted butt to bed so i can try to get a few hours of decent sleep. hope you are all well and enjoying the change into spring!

what have you been up to?